Between housework and billable hours your endless needs.
Safelight or brothel? The pinball flipper bounce between
generates a static of fatigue. I’m in my legwarmers and cowgirl
tutu, wrapped for the night in crackly plastic for a low-cut
drive to a city. In sticky heat we dance the side-pony to yester
year’s velour: sheer-wrap of contact, crush-anthem of serotonin,
dopamine, noradrenaline. Love and angst as it presses close.
You can be a boy princess, and I’ll be a vampire, or I’ll be
a whatever-its-name and you’ll be my servant. The automata
of the world overridden by friction, the fiction of externality,
by funny guys and naturals: in car insurance or anaesthetic.
They dance out of earshot in rain so heavy it drowns out
the Mexican themed inflatable cactus, the chilli tinsel hangers
and the gaudy Day of the Dead lanterns. It’s in one door, out
the other. In one other, out the door. Out of everything,
as music blares so loud the fish float dead on the surface of it.